10 posts tagged “love”

That I would be good

Even if I don't care

Even if it's not fear

And I'll shed a tear

Life is about changes

People moving circles

Chasing their own tails

But they don't move anywhere

I am moving on

Life is beautiful

Without you

I am going strong

It's been too long

With you

I'm always the one

I'm always no one

You never hold me tight

You never kiss me goodnight

You never tell me it's alright

You never ever think about

Me

I know that you don't care

I know it's not fear

And I'll shed a tear

You make me so unhappy

I'm not afraid

I'm not going anywhere

I am standing still

You can't touch this

I see the colors

I see a smile

I see the sunshine

Break the clouds

I see happiness

I see love again

I see you standing

I see me walk away

'Cause you did not want me

'Cause you do not care

So now you'll never see

Me Again

Let me pretend

Everything is in its place

You and me

Are Okay

Let me pretend

Strangers in a common place

Words are used in a hidden maze

Looks are air like in a vacuum space

This is what my foolishness has made

I'm so sorry

I'm burning my eyes out

I'm bawling my eyes out

Unabashedly

Let me pretend

Everything is in it's place

You and me

Are Okay

Let me pretend

Hunting for a word or two

Trying to send my message to you

Weakened by my infatuation

Turning to a quiet conversation

I'm so sorry

Thinking about you

Talking about you

Unabashedly

Let me pretend

Everything is in its place

You and me

Are Okay

Let me pretend

My nerves are turning to stone

My voice is weak, it has no bones

Pathetically, my skin gets warm

I'm into you and I have no choice

Can we pretend

Everything is in its place

You and me

Are okay

Let me pretend

Every morning I wake up
to the sound
of Augustana
I put on my t-shirt,
I wash off my makeup,
All my makeup
I think of you
And the moments I wish I had with you
But your not here
I'm alone
And I don't know where
I belong

I was wrong
About you
About love

When I look at you,
my whole world seems so clear
When you smile,
you make me see a sunshine in the rain
When you look at me,
you make me weak,
but strong at the same time
When you kiss me,
you take my breath away
When you touch me,
I'm all yours
When you love me,
I will say "I do"

You are the only one who makes this life beautiful
I'm the flower, you're the bee, together it's just we
I need you like a blue sky needs sun
I need you like Juliet needs Romeo
I need you like a soul needs life

I can say it in so many ways but there's only one:
I Love Thee

Girl

And again, can anyone say "I'm so sorry!" as charming as Derek can?
No, I don't think so...

"It's okay", I lied, because I just bought this white baby doll dress, and let me point it out, it wasn't cheap! But I could never be mad at Derek...
I walked in to the closest bathroom that I could find and tried to get this disgusting thing off, and Derek came after me.
"It's no use trying to get that stuff off, you're lucky that you didn't get anything on your skin. You would be green for two weeks! ...But that color seems to suit you...", I think he was referring to my green eyes, but I'm not sure?
But anyway, was he flirting?!
"If you want, I can lend you my shirt", he had a white tee under, and the shirt had perfect length, so I had no choice but accept it. Because I will not go out there with a white green spotted dress on one side!
And I get some advantage, by borrowing his shirt meant I had to give it back and that meant I get to see him again, and this is the closest I get to come to his smell - his shirt smelled actually really good!
"I know that icky stuff was meant for Ben, I'm sorry if I destroyed your plan".
"No worry, it just hit me, he's not worth it", he looked deep in my eyes, or maybe it was I who was drowning in his green eyes? He continued, "Especially when someone gets green stuff on their dress that probably weren't cheap. Am I right?". I never got to answer that before someone knocked at the door, "Come on I have to pee!!!".
Derek and I stepped out of the bathroom, he told me he had to go and we separated.
Dani borrowed me her belt so the shirt wouldn't look so loose, and we went home.

I think I'm exaggerating a bit, but you tend to do that (a lot) when your in love.
'Cause think about it? Like almost every guy, even the once you don't fancy or the once that don't fancy you, every guy when they talk to you or listen (if they ever do) they look into your eyes. Everyone does it, but guys do it differently!
It's probably my infatuation that tells me Derek is The One.

I've always had a crush on him, well maybe not always...
It just hit me one day, this feeling. Maybe it was just hormones? Well, love is just a bunch of hormones!
Derek has always been cute, but when he became a teen he suddenly became hot!
I was twelve and he thirteen, and that's when our bond grew a bit deeper -  we could actually communicate!
Before that, he was just Mimi's annoying big brother. He always teased us and did all kinds of mischiefs just so he could get his way, he acted like he was younger than us.
(But that's also why I like him, he can be so immature but at the same time also be so smart and grownup)
And when I was fourteen my Dad got a job in Toronto, and I had to leave for a year. When I came back Mimi was all different and Derek started make use of his good looks, so he wasn't home a lot. I just became bored and depressed, and then I met Dani, and everything went from black to white again!

I don't know if Derek knew who I was, 'cause it has been about 2 years.
But we'll find out about that tomorrow at Mimi's house.
Well, the big question is, What Will I Wear?!

HEART_EYE

Dani (Danielle) and I were invited to this huge house party, like, everyone was going to be there!
So we had to go, at least to check it out...

The party was set up by this guy called Ben, and we arrived at the mansion nine o'clock, and pay attention when I say mansion! The house was huge! There was like five toilets and I couldn't find either one of them!
After an hour or so Dani and I, thought about leaving. We thought Derek and Daryn would show up, but no sign of them so far.
Finally when I found one of the five toilets, guess who's in there!

"Oh, did I forget to close? Silly me! Lucky I was just touching up", Mimi stood at the mirror bending her eyelashes, and I thought for myself, now I have a chance to ask about Derek? Because, it wasn't like we weren't friends anymore, Mimi and I. But I'm just a little chocked, what is she doing at a party?
"This is strange, I don't want to be rude, but what are you doing here? I know you don't like partys?", I asked her.
"You right I don't", she paused, "It's just, Derek draged me!". (Derek!!!)
"Uhm, Derek? Is he here? I haven't seen him?".
"It's maybe because his upstairs planning his revenge", she looked at my confused face, "He broke up with Cassie, he found out she was cheating, with Ben!".
She packed her makeup and head straight to the door but stopped, "You know, I miss you. I mean it's been like 2 years? Why don't you come by tomorrow and we can catch up with each other, what do you say?".
"I thought you never asked!", I answered.

When I came out of the bathroom Dani came running, "He's here! He's HERE!", she screamed.
I told her that I allready new and that I met Mimi in the bathroom, and about what Mimi told me about Derek.
Sadly, Daryn hasn't yet broken up with his girlfriend. But Dani knew that she could get him when ever she wanted, but she has her morals and sticks to them, so she's willing to wait until something goes bad in the relationship.

We went to the huge livingroom, where I spot Derek and his friends, including Daryn, sitting in the couch.
I decided I needed some fresh air, 'cause damn it was hot! While Dani started dancing with some guy who wasn't so bad looking.
The mansion had a perfekt view of the sunset.
And as I was turning to go back into the house, someone, or the one, walks right into me and spills... well I don't even wanna know what it was! But I think I blew Dereks plan...

Sasha B

Can a guy look cuter? No, I don't think so...
His piercing green eyes, his smiley, I just love it when he has his shirt off! And it's not just the physical, this guy is also smart! He's good at math, speaks German, Spanish, french FLUENT!
He also speaks a bit Japanese, Chinese and Russian.
And this guy... he really has a gift, he draws beautifully... and he plays like a pro on the piano, also plays the drums and the guitar.
He's funny, considerate, very charming, he is just so perfect!
I don't think you can be more perfect than him?

This guy is my best friend's big brother, he's one year older.
His name is Derek, and I'm absolutely so in love with him!
The problem, well obviously, he's my best friends brother, and he already has a girlfriend.
And I've known him since I was like 8, and if he didn't notice me then, why would he now?

My best friends name is Mimi, I've also known her since I was 8.
She doesn't now about my crush on her brother... wait did I say "crush"? It's so much more than that!
I would call it love, but people would tell different, I'm only 16.
Mimi and I met in school, I was new, she came up to me first and asked if I wanted to play.
Since then we've been like sisters, apart from now. I think we have grew apart a bit.
I like going out meet new people and she likes to sit in and study about historic people.

A new girl, Danielle, began my class, I'm now days more with her, we're like sisters, literally, we almost look the same except she's taller and has more that "model"-look, other than that we both are like twins.
We like the same thing, interests, music, even the same guys! But she knows about my crush. And she has also a crush, on Derek's best friend Daryn.
Just as the two teenagers as we are, we've planned the whole story...
We seriously made a scrapbook of how it would be like if we all four got together!
It was my idea, and it was only for fun.

Both guys have girlfriends, and now when I don't see Mimi that much, I don't get to see Derek either...