Worthless Felling

This is why I sound confused
I don't really get myself these days?
You want something bad and only bad thing happen
To you, to me, to you
It's hard to keep the fire burning strong
When someone blows
Very, very close

I can't either find myself
It's hard finding things in the dark
My eyes are closed,
My hands in the air
It's like I'm Living in a fear
Afraid of going nowhere
I'm stuck at the red light
That shines, oh, shine forever like
Red paint on a white piece of paper
I cut myself on that white piece of paper

God, I can't think
This whole world seems so far apart
I know what's right
I know what's wrong
But I keep ending doing nothing at all
I feel worthless,
I'm just standing there
Watch the time go by
I feel old and dry
This is
Not what I want
This is
Not what I'm made for

My leg break
When I try to stand up
I'm walking
I'm making
It pass the door
And I'm
Falling
Once more