Crush(ed) 3 - Green Is My Color
And again, can anyone say "I'm so sorry!" as charming as Derek can?
No, I don't think so...
"It's okay", I lied, because I just bought this white baby doll dress, and let me point it out, it wasn't cheap! But I could never be mad at Derek...
I walked in to the closest bathroom that I could find and tried to get this disgusting thing off, and Derek came after me.
"It's no use trying to get that stuff off, you're lucky that you didn't get anything on your skin. You would be green for two weeks! ...But that color seems to suit you...", I think he was referring to my green eyes, but I'm not sure?
But anyway, was he flirting?!
"If you want, I can lend you my shirt", he had a white tee under, and the shirt had perfect length, so I had no choice but accept it. Because I will not go out there with a white green spotted dress on one side!
And I get some advantage, by borrowing his shirt meant I had to give it back and that meant I get to see him again, and this is the closest I get to come to his smell - his shirt smelled actually really good!
"I know that icky stuff was meant for Ben, I'm sorry if I destroyed your plan".
"No worry, it just hit me, he's not worth it", he looked deep in my eyes, or maybe it was I who was drowning in his green eyes? He continued, "Especially when someone gets green stuff on their dress that probably weren't cheap. Am I right?". I never got to answer that before someone knocked at the door, "Come on I have to pee!!!".
Derek and I stepped out of the bathroom, he told me he had to go and we separated.
Dani borrowed me her belt so the shirt wouldn't look so loose, and we went home.
I think I'm exaggerating a bit, but you tend to do that (a lot) when your in love.
'Cause think about it? Like almost every guy, even the once you don't fancy or the once that don't fancy you, every guy when they talk to you or listen (if they ever do) they look into your eyes. Everyone does it, but guys do it differently!
It's probably my infatuation that tells me Derek is The One.
I've always had a crush on him, well maybe not always...
It just hit me one day, this feeling. Maybe it was just hormones? Well, love is just a bunch of hormones!
Derek has always been cute, but when he became a teen he suddenly became hot!
I was twelve and he thirteen, and that's when our bond grew a bit deeper - we could actually communicate!
Before that, he was just Mimi's annoying big brother. He always teased us and did all kinds of mischiefs just so he could get his way, he acted like he was younger than us.
(But that's also why I like him, he can be so immature but at the same time also be so smart and grownup)
And when I was fourteen my Dad got a job in Toronto, and I had to leave for a year. When I came back Mimi was all different and Derek started make use of his good looks, so he wasn't home a lot. I just became bored and depressed, and then I met Dani, and everything went from black to white again!
I don't know if Derek knew who I was, 'cause it has been about 2 years.
But we'll find out about that tomorrow at Mimi's house.
Well, the big question is, What Will I Wear?!
